week forty-two

I’m learning to stand on my own; to trust my instincts, my thoughts, my beliefs, my feelings and my needs. This is new territory; terrifying and liberating.

meg | iPhone 7+

As I worry, hope, and delight in this man this week; I turn to the Source of my hope and delight as She holds all my worries.

staci lee | Mamyia 645
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week forty-one

I keep moving towards health and wholeness only to find the unknown and hidden things in my life are like a door. I’m often afraid to open the door because what I might find but I must take courage and keep moving forward.

meg | iPhone 7+

This man has been my best friend, rock, and listening ear this week; I feel so seen, cared for, and known in his patient and grace-filled love.

staci lee | Mamiya 645 | Iceland

week thirty-nine

Changing long-held beliefs about myself is like rerouting a rushing river; well-worn and familiar. As I cling to the truth, new streams flow. I am worthy.

meg | iPhone 7+

 

As Fall enters in, I begin to ask myself what I must let go of, allow my soul to shed what isn’t for me, and die to the desires that don’t lead me to my true and sanctified self.

staci lee | Canon 5Diii | Macro 100mm

week thirty-seven

Accepting my brokenness and shame brings self-love and grace; healing comes as I love each part of me.

meg | iPhone 7+

As I open my heart more to Lady Wisdom, She continues to reveal Herself as a reliable counselor, a fine mist, and gentle light; She provides healing and shelter, gives me rest, and offers me what is needed when needed.

staci lee | Mamiya 645 | Kodak Portra 400

week thirty-five

Living for others’ approval nearly swept me away, like the tide. I’m gaining strength, finding my feet and learning to love myself a little more every day.

meg | iPhone 7+

Learning to love God, not by following rules, obeying scripture, or doing devotions; but by following Her into the dark places of my heart, obeying Her small asks throughout the day, and sitting in the stillness and silence of Her love.

staci lee | Mamaiya 645